Maybe it’s me. Maybe I’m the reason he’s being so strange. Maybe I’m just so bad for him, its turning him into this shitty person who I constantly disagree with.
I look back, and remember how he used to be, and realize he’s changed so much… I honestly can’t explain it, but I feel like he’s just constantly mad at me and always frustrated. He lectures me on skipping class and is trying to be responsible, and then gets frustrated and pissy at me when I lecture him on going to sketchy parties and getting arrested and drinking too much. If I’m not allowed to criticze you, then I apologize, but you have no right to criticize me.
I’m sad, I miss the Nick that came and laid with me for hours to make me feel better when I was sick… brought me ice cream… understood when I was too tired…texted me first…
This isn’t just the end of the honeymoon, this is something so different… He’s changing and I don’t like what I’m seeing. I feel like I’m slowly starting to become a less important part in his equation, which is upsetting, because he’s the most important part of mine :(
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